worried about nadal's health. he says he's recovering from the flu still, and that's why he's sweating SO MUCH. apparently he's lost 5 pounds during his matches!

i've never been so emotionally invested in any sport before. even my terps <3 probably because for the terps there is always a rotating cast of characters so they can always get better but nadal each passing year means he's just older and has fewer chances to win. <3 rafaaaa

in back-related news, i got the report from my MRI last week, and apparently, i may have one of these three tumors: myxopapillary ependymoma, schwannoma or a neurofibroma. the uncertainty of it all makes me feel like i could be on house. but ideally this will be much simpler and in a week or so i will know everything i need to do.

sometimes i worry too much about making a good impression. i think it's because i initially alienated all of tim's friends and now i would like for them (especially new ones) to not think that i am a total bitch.

i think i am doing well tonight, though.