i read my post from 2009, when i thought i'd be posting regularly, and it seems i got some of what i wanted. my hourly job died when the nonprofit center died, so i went to taiwan for all of january and february.

and now i'm floating. i have a "real" job, but not a career path. it pays the bills (what bills?) and lets me live my life, and i really am learning every single day. if nothing other than how to deal with stupid people, which is probably highly important in this world. but it's also turning me into a weird hobo slob creature who sits at home and more importantly, it's giving me the ability to just collect my paychecks, watch too much television and put off figuring out what i should actually do with the rest of my life.

i still want to float.

now, it's been a year and a half (more than that) since i graduated, and i think floating is less and less acceptable.

especially to my mother.