feeling paranoid. have discovered a mass in my low back after getting an MRI.

malignant or benign? all i can think about is cancer and how it would suck if i can't go to china and taiwan and egypt and turkey and how i really haven't accomplished anything and how inconvenient this all is. and how i wish i had had insurance from august through december of last year so i could have gotten this damn MRI sooner.

i guess it's just time to wait and see what the doctors say...